It’s curious how I can’t stand bad manners towards anybody but I take in myself. I’m not gonna win the gold medal of setting boundaries.
I have been living this for 19 years only that these outbursts were less intense.
It was when I saw myself a little more able to have my own friendships that it all turned harder and ugly.
He was always a very jealousy guy, but as I have social anxiety and I barely had contact with other people, it wasn’t ever a problem.

He’s even jealousy of girls. A year ago, I met a lovely lady who used to take her doggie to the same park I take my doggies. She’s another crazy of animals, especially doggies and we quickly connected each other. Rare for me because I don’t usually attract a person or connect with them so quickly. Well, according to my partner, she was a lesbian and wanted something out of me so he put in my head this idea and I believed it. Of course, I don’t have contact with this person anymore. I ended up ignoring her what’s app messages.

I’m not sure about what the truth is. He has lots of experience with people. He’s a people person but thus, he has lots of experience in relationships. Just like the opposite to me.

But, one thing I have clear, as mote says, there must be peace. Together, the better but if not, separated.