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Originally Posted by TunedOut
I saw what my family member went through who constantly cared for another family member who was also lost to cancer. You haven't had time for yourself for years. I was only there the last week and going from checking and worrying 24 hours a day to nothing to check on was strange.  
Your actions show how caring and compassionate you are. It was tough but you can be proud. 
It will get better. As time passes, you will think more and more of his best qualities and his best days. Right now, you are picturing him as he was at the end. But this does fade. It really does. |
You do understand what it's like inside my mind now. The last few hours of his life on Sunday morning were pretty rough. He did not slip away easily. Yes, as you realize, those last hours dominate my thoughts. Thanks for your reassurance.
I have to get busy and ready to fly across the country. I must start doing the things I need to do.