It sounds like you are being pulled in a million different directions all at the same time but I think you are managing them well even if you don't. I'm sorry that you're not feeling well on top of all that. I'm glad you say you're going to the dr tomorrow, don't even think it is wasting her time. You need to do this for you. Sometimes it's hard for us to put us first. My T is trying to get me to do that now. I hope you're feeling better soon. {{{{{{{{wisewoman}}}}}}}}}