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Old Jun 03, 2020, 09:52 PM
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Originally Posted by Rose76 View Post
I booked my flight for tomorrow. I'll fly on the planes that carry my loved one's body . . . all the way to Newark - 2000 miles. I had thought to go to my bf's son's home. I don't want him having the hassle of coming fown to Newark from Rockland Co. Nor has he offered to pick me up. I wonder what shuttle service might be in that area. I'ld like to see if there is any affection in that family for me.
I'm sorry you have to go through this. You did so much for him. They are very ungrateful to you and are showing their true colors.
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