My T and pdoc want me to quit my job and try for disability. I am not doing well. But my partner says I have to work 8 and a half years until I am 50 to quit. I just don’t think I can make it that long. So right now I am being self destructive and blow up my whole life that I have built. Quit my job and leave my family and go live with my parents at least they won’t care if I quit my job. Problem is if I quit my job of lifestyle will change and my partner is very comfortable in this lifestyle. Who should I listen to? T and pdoc? My partner? Me with all the consequences that comes with that?