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Old Jun 04, 2020, 06:22 PM
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Originally Posted by TishaBuv View Post
I agree, it was unwise and uncouth for him to say. I have marital issues about other things, but my husband never picked apart or compared my looks. He said he thought I was perfect for him, loves the way I look, and that’s it. He’ll even say I look great when I know I really don’t (and so does he).

You’re going back in your memory now, re-evaluating everything because you’re weighing your options due to the recent issues you are dealing with.

Just do what makes you happy. You really don’t owe anyone anything.

I just had an event from 6 years ago come up and, now that I see it through different eyes, my husband’s behavior in it makes me really mad. So I had it out with him about it yesterday. It really didn’t solve anything. He said “sorry”. What good did my anger and confrontation do me? I guess I’m saying you may as well just save your breath as it’s pointless. And as time goes on and more situations add up, well, I’ve just had to keep on taking it because I chose to stay.
Very uncouth. Thank you.

I will do what makes me happiest. For certain. Because ultimately, I believe in being happy in life, including with your. spouse.

I am not going to let this one rest though. IF we get to therapy, I am bringing it up for sure. It's a sore point, I have not let it go, it eats away at me, and it caused endless damage. I cannot just suck it up and forget about it.

And I will not just keep taking it. If it is a matter of me taking it from him, I will leave and will choose happiness over taking it.
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