I was inpatient one month then 5 weeks IOP intensive out patient therapy.
My current pdoc is asking too much of me. She wants jeff to handle my meds fill a pill box for only one days worth of meds. She doesn't trust me, because I took 5 klonopin one night and she thru a fit, said I could have died. I just wanted to go to sleep and was desperate. She was only giving me melatonin and visteral(hydroxyzine) which was not working. I would lie awake listening to jeff breath heavy and finally had to start wearing ear plugs...
At my inpatient experience they started me on some meds that really put me to sleep. Exactly what I needed. I go right to sleep now. I was taking .5mg of klonopin before that but I was drinking at the time and she said that she could not leave me on klonopin because I drank. Now, I am on .5mg in the am for anxiety and 2mg to sleep at night. I have been sleeping like a baby thru the night.
Spoke with my pdocs nurse today and she said that She would take me on as a patient if I followed her rules. therapy 2 times a week, jeff monitoring my meds locked, dooling out one days worth of meds at a time.

I think that is too much to ask for. And I know that she will take away my klonopin!!!!!!!!!!
I have been looking for a new pdoc(Matthew declouet nurse practitioner.) and think I found one that I like.
He will get the vermillion hospitals Doctors notes. and IOP notes too. But I am not going to give him permission to see dr. orazio notes for the past 18 years.Isn't this disturbing?
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