I once took too much of my Adderall. My pdoc found out and no more Adderall. Ever!!!!!!!!!! Tragic for me. But., I get his concern.

My partner helped me with my meds before. I don't think you should view this as a negative. It is not a sign of some weakness or failure to achieve liftoff on your part. You have a serious brain illness. We sometimes need more help than other times. Why judge yourself or her about it? Just maybe suggesting taking the energy out of this for awhile.

That said, if she seems too controlling, perhaps a new pdoc would be better.