I am just confused, if it’s still graduate school and you took graduate level courses why not get actual graduate degree. You might have a better chance at jobs.

I didn’t mean for you to go back to school for social reasons of because people are nice there. I meant to finish a degree. I’d think most graduate students wouldn’t be kids per se.
The only reason I ever took graduate classes that weren’t part of a degree was salary advancement. Otherwise if I go to school, I better get a degree. So I guess I just don’t understand.

Are you seeing a therapist? You might want to seek career counseling too