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Originally Posted by bpcyclist
Oliver--could you call the crisis line or you rtherapist or pdoc, please, maybe, like, right now?
Sending you love and support and safe hugs!!!!!!!!!! Don't give up. You will get through this. It will pass. It always passes.
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I got 4h of sleep at nigth and I am feeling better. IDK why those violent thoughts come to me (I feel an enormous urge to SH because It looks like the funniest things to do and almost like a duty. However, I will not do it. I do not want to end up in the hospital!).
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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