I'm having difficulties. I'm taking pain meds as often as is safe. I'm in pain anyway. My mind is cracked. I'm depressed because I'm not healing well. Part of my incision opened up and has to be packed three inches deep. I can barely walk to the kitchen or bathroom without crying from pain. I want to be tougher but I'm not. I feel like I'm dying from the inside. I found out my surgery was much more difficult because my body had healed too much from the prior surgery. Adhesions were strong and the surgeon had to loosen up way more than usual. I'm constantly panicking.