Yes after I listen to others talk and share their thoughts and feelings I can really see how broken and sick and messed up i really am. I look back at my life and all I do is see how I've done everything wrong how I've hurt people because I'm so stupid and broken. I'm not normal like everyone else is. Why can't I find any joy or happiness every time I try all that happens is I get flooded with everything that's gone bad in my life and how I've been treated. I'm a failure