Tell me again

When I am clean and I’m sober
When I’ve seen through the horror
If there was “help” I would contact that “help”
Tell me again..
When I’ve seen through the horror
Tell me again
Tell me over and over
I am “safe”
When the day has been ransomed
And the night has no right to come in...
(tell me that you love me then)
I know papa bear loves me
But I Must not speak......which has been the directive since 9 months or before. Insane? Maybe so