Oops. Yeah. Sorry about all of that. I have been seriously considering asking a GP for lamictal to try to “achieve” more stability. But I Am very worried about the lamictal rash. So for now I feel it is safer to be “independent of the “services” which is Strongly Encouraged in these parts. And “quite frankly” I am being very polite and reasonable in this post.

I wish it was just that there was one or two not so great apples In Real Life ..... I have also thought of moving house or even country. But obviously that is even less of an option than “usual” “in these times” which I guess some might previously have accused me of being in denial of. IRL. If I had spoken to them. But I do not. Like another person I have found it more helpful not to trust them. Or even speak to them at all ...But that could change. Not sure how but maybe.