Hi guys !

As many of you know I am dealing with a very scary situation. I have had for years passive suicidal thoughts, Nothing I had to really worry much about until I started checking off things on my safety contract, Well lately I am having some very strong " thoughts" I know that I can NOT do anything. But I truly fear if my husband were to die I could very easily make a quick exit..

My T is aware of my situation and we have a plan if I do need to reach out asap if my life is spinning out of control..