on most days I can hide (mostly depression and anxiety ) but there are days , either I just avoid and physically hide from everyone or god bless them they get it right in their face . . . . I have no idea what they think . . . premeds I used to be very violent . . . and most that have known me a long time never take that chance . . . even my wife will not bring it up unless I bring it up , I try to hide , but deny never . . .