I was determined not to take seroquel last night. I went to bed around 11, went to sleep around 1am, and woke up today at 8:45 feeling refreshed. I am not sedated at all. I’m going to go out into my garden later to harvest the Romaine for my guinea pig. I’m feel so much better without that terrible seroquel dragging me down.

Last night, even though it took me two hours to fall asleep, my mind was strangely quiet. I didn’t obsess over one single topic. For awhile I thought about movies I liked, then drifted to another topic, thinking about something I read on reddit, etc. that’s why I didn’t feel the need to drug myself. Even though I was awake, I was calm. It was nice. A nice change.