My mood is continuing to dip. I'm doing less and less as the days go by. I'm glad that I have my video session with my psychiatrist on Monday. I have no idea what he'll say about my medications. Yesterday I even took 50 mg extra Seroquel (but the iR) to reduce the agitation. That did help. Today, I'm not agitated. I'm just feeling incapable of doing anything at all. I will dare to say that I am perhaps mildly depressed, at this point. I try to rally myself here and there, but it is short-lived. I pushed myself to bake some brownies, just to do something I normally like. They were supposed to bake for 30 mins max. I didn't hear the timer buzzer go off and completely forgot about them. They baked for probably 1 1/2 hours. Hard as a rock. Hubby said he'll eat them. That's pretty sad! A lot of wasted ingredients. They were totally from scratch.
I'm starting to feel physically ill. Nothing super specific. Just all over general malaise.
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