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Originally Posted by ~Christina
Hi guys !
As many of you know I am dealing with a very scary situation. I have had for years passive suicidal thoughts, Nothing I had to really worry much about until I started checking off things on my safety contract, Well lately I am having some very strong " thoughts" I know that I can NOT do anything. But I truly fear if my husband were to die I could very easily make a quick exit..
My T is aware of my situation and we have a plan if I do need to reach out asap if my life is spinning out of control..
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I don't think I'll tell you what an outstanding woman you are...I hope you know that. But (as we all know), no matter how terrific a person we are, no matter how much others want us in their lives, doesn't mean much when it comes to feeling suicidal, or seeing suicide as an option.
I only want to encourage you to do what you already do, to keep doing it...allow your healthy self to prevail. Reach out, receive the support and love that you so deserve to have
