Oh boy, can I relate. I'm a cat person and I can fall in love with a kitten/cat and be obsessed with wanting to adopt it, so much to the point that I have to stay away from places where they are available. I know the heartbreak of wanting the animal so desperately but yet knowing that my circumstances are not condusive for another kitty. I have 2 cats now, would love a 3rd. I can't afford a 3rd and one of my cats is very jealous of whatever time I spend with my other kitty, so bringing another home would only just add to that problem. However; it certainly doesn't dissapate my feelings/needs/wants of bringing another home. Unfortunately/fortunately practicality is winning out with me, as it should. It sure doesn't make it easy though. So, I know exactly how you feel, especially if you've already fallen in love with one. {{{{{{neriz}}}}}}}