Hi all. It's a while I don't make posts.
At the end of February the place where I work (with children) closed for a while due to coronavirus. Of course we didn't know exactly for how long. At the beginning I was very sad, because I really like my job in general (though I had just began) and also just for the sensation of working and being a bit more independent. But now it's possible that we begin again soon and...well, I don't love the idea I know I should be happy to go back to normal, but...let's say I got used to stay at home and now it's difficult to go back to doing things outside.
At the beginning I thought I wasn't even interested anymore in going out for a walk with friends and so on, but then I saw that after a time or two I could enjoy it again. But it feels different...first of all I wasn't alone, but with friends or family, and then this was just a lack of interest, not really anxiety. Instead with work it's different. Using the public transports again, meeting people, probably having to call the parents to get the appointments...some of these things gave me some anxiety also in past, now even more, after such a long pause.
It's not sure yet how much I'll do, next week I should meet people at work and we should get organized, then we will probably contact the families and see who wants to begin now and in which days. Hope to can have a comfortable schedule at least, and with some free days, so I can gradually adjust. I can't know yet though.
Anyone has similar troubles with going back to doing things? Have you suggestions?