I am severely depressed. Want to be in bed and sleep all the time. Can’t concentrate on work. Can’t understand things. Have no appetite. Personal hygiene is at a minimum luckily I am mainly home. I feel like I am sabotaging everything in my life. My pdoc and T want me to quit my job because of the stress. My last job they bullied and harassed me for 3 years and it left me with ptsd. My new job isn’t actually that stressful but it didn’t make things better like we had hoped. I just don’t know what to do. I tried a ketamine treatment but found out that lamictal counteracts the ketamine which it did. So know my pdoc is going to want me in the hospital but I might as well quit my job if that happens. I was just there 3 months ago and can’t go again I just started this job in February. I just feel that I have no good options.