Feeling bad... still. I just hope tomorrow is a better day because I am having difficulties staying positive and motivated.

I kind of want to take vacation time on Monday and Tuesday because I need to relax from all this bullcrap at work. I say Monday and Tuesday because most of my meetings are on Mondays and Tuesdays, so I would avoid those meetings. I don't want to talk to anybody.

Also, I slept horribly on Trileptal... again. It just keeps me awake. Great... So tonight, I get to "look forward to" more alone time with my thoughts while I stare at the ceiling. How exciting...