could probably use some prayers or good thoughts or something.......

on Thursday, the doctor told me they are sending me to a cancer institute/center for some imaging testing and evaluation! something is going on but the local docs can't find it/see it/don't know.

my head is going a million mph in a million directions. one part cuz i KNOW something is going on physical health-wise, second part cuz the doc made that decision withOUT knowing all that's going on, and third part cuz there's been 5 different cancers in my family (counting immediate family plus aunts & uncles & grandparents, no one else) !!!!!!!