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Originally Posted by whatever2013
It was my favorite weather today: sunny and cool and breezy. I like it cold enough to wear long sleeves to cover my scars and long pants. I like to feel comfy cozy in my clothes. Tomorrow will be like this too! Yay! It helps me feel healthy. I'm really sensitive to the weather.
I got all whipped up in a terrible frenzy of rage today over this negligent psychiatrist i saw the year of my divorce. It was just a storm tho and passed in an hour.
Otherwise my day was fine. I had some nice Scrabble games. I gave myself more time and it's helping. Some stinkers tho but my talents are pretty modest so i'm trying not to mind. It's a good activity for a recluse. Keeps my mind active and i play at a club so it gives me a toehold in the world.
I feel pretty good! Hugs to all!  |
I am so sorry you got triggered, whatever, abou that old pdoc. I sometimes get mad at my former one, too, even though I loved her. But I just think if she had treated me more aggressively, my depression, that is, that I might not have gotten so sick. Only God knows, of course, and I try not to question His plan for me, which all this most obviously was...
I am a writer. My brain is not doing very well right now. At times, I am not enjoying writing in the least. It is just no fun and of no interest. And yet, I have to finish these books. So, I try to do as much as I can as well as I can and not judge myself, knowing that the joy will eventually return. Somehow, some way. It will. I am sure the same will happen with your Scrabble. Just do what you can and try to avoid negative thinking.
Love and hugs!!!!!!11