G'morning Newtus and everyone. I'm doing bad. Having lots of sui thoughts. Went back and forth this weekend about going to the hospital or not. I ended up not going. I looked at the hospital's website where I would like to go if I have to go but they still don't allow visitors because of COVID and that's one thing that is making me definitely not want to go. But on the other hand I gotta keep myself safe. Don't know what the right answer is. HUGS All, Kit