I would have to get a job out of my field. It is a small field and it took me 3 years to find my current job and I just started in February. I have been thinking about working at Target. I have been juggling the idea of SSDI but I don’t know if I would qualify. My treatment team and others have told me it might be a long road but I should qualify but lawyers I have talked to say no way. It just scares me to leave a good job for so much uncertainty. I just have to make it to 50 and then I can retire. Problem is I am only 41.