I'm being whiny right now. It's been 3.5 almost 4 hours since I texted T and she hasn't gotten back to me yet. I know that is not a long time, it just feels long. I have to be patient. She's probably with clients right now. IDK when her break is. She works at some sort of clinic or something Monday, Wednesdays, Thursdays, and Fridays. The office that I see her at, she works Tuesdays and Saturdays. But she has previously said if I am suicidal, she would talk to me at the end of her day even if it were 9 or 10 o'clock at night. So I'm not worried about her making time for me, I'm just impatiently waiting. See, I told you I'm being whiny right now. UGH. I hate me.