I am so distressed right now. I don't post very often,but I have o one to talk to. Many years of trying to come toterms with sexual abuse from an early age.... I find myself having bad thoughts once again. I tried last year to end my life, now I find it's all I think about.

I have a t but can't even thinkabout going this week, I just can't move, think, sleep, concentrate. My marriage is unhappy. I feel totally alone, unwanted, ugly.

I just want to be in a hole somewhere out of the way, fall asleep and never bother anyone again. I'm so sorry this is so depressing.

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