Thank you.
Yes, when the tears started I turned and walked out. Historically his response to my crying has been an understandable one given his therapeutic approach but has not been the best for me. Until yesterday though he had never caused the tears.
His last client for today should have been done at 5 or 6 pm and it is after 7pm here now. I have not heard from him. It is possible that he has not checked email. I am trying to remind myself that the longer he takes to truly read and understand the email and do some self reflection, possibly some supervision, the better the probable outcome... but the drafting alternating between deep grief, insane anxiety and other ages reactions makes patience difficult.