I will try to fit in on other forums and I always end up making people mad. This happens every time, everywhere I go. It's happened my entire life, with everything.

I think the cosmos hates my guts. It's like something evil wants me to **** up, be friendless, remain the extreme recluse I am.

I just did it again an hour ago. Every time this happens I disappear deeper and deeper into my cave and I don't want anything to do with anyone at any time.

It. Just. Isn't. Worth. It.