Gonna have to take a 1g phenibut rescue dose because my mom is sensing that I have apathy. It's her fault.

Maybe I shouldn't. But the she'll say "What's wrong?". I should say "YOU are what's wrong". But she manipulates me and says she doesn't remember things.

I think I might post the message to my dad that I wrote last night. I can't keep taking phenibut to live in her histrionic fantasy land.

She wants me to go on a hike with her and her girlfriends tomorrow. I don't want to go. If I was on phenibut, I wouldn't have a care in the world and I'm able to tolerate their crap.

The only reason I'm able to hike with them is because I take phenibut. And they bring wine on the hikes too and smoke marijuana and act like idiots.