Yeah I'm just so frustrated with this whole thing. Sleep-wake.., life, independence, mental illness, treatment, meds, doing things, etc..

I've heard of old people in homes taking a shot of wine to help them sleep. Since nothing bad happened then I took 2 benzos last night with zopiclone and phenibut, it will be ok to take with just zopiclone alone.

Eventually my tolerance will be gone and the zopiclone alone will help me sleep. It's just cuz I messed up by taking that extra vyvanse, staying up all night and then taking alprazolam to sleep.

My mom drinks a bottle of wine a night with her lorazepam.