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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
Yeah I'm just so frustrated with this whole thing. Sleep-wake.., life, independence, mental illness, treatment, meds, doing things, etc..
I've heard of old people in homes taking a shot of wine to help them sleep. Since nothing bad happened then I took 2 benzos last night with zopiclone and phenibut, it will be ok to take with just zopiclone alone.
Eventually my tolerance will be gone and the zopiclone alone will help me sleep. It's just cuz I messed up by taking that extra vyvanse, staying up all night and then taking alprazolam to sleep.
My mom drinks a bottle of wine a night with her lorazepam.
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Hey, Desoxyn, I am new here so, forgive me, but, do you have anyone to help you maybe with your meds? You seem to be sort of all over the map with them. Or maybe I am missing something. I have difficulty remembering to take all mine, myself. I live alone. I really need some help.
In my four decades dealing with bp 1 with tons of psychosis and lots of addcition to absolutely everything, I can pretty much guarantee you that it is going to be far more difficult to achieve stability of any kind with non-prescribed substances in the mix. I have tried them all. Alcohol, benzos, opiates, uppers, hallucinogens, on and on. Not judging in the least, but I have had the course. Is there any chance you could try to do this without the extraneous stuff? It might help you.
Sending you strength and suport. I hope you have a better day.