Well .. I cant even think of the number, I went undiagnosed until age 43.. I thought everyone had a racing mind. Growing up I didnt have the internet at my fingertips like everyone does now, Had I wanted to research Bipolar I would have been at the Library and big heavy books that were likely outdated by decades.. Id drag myself into my Doctors office if I was dealing with Depression and he would give me a AD and then boom ( looking back now) I was Hypo !
My husband decided he loved his girlfriend more than me, On the day our divorce was final I took my daughter along to a card dealership and just looked at a row of sporty cars and said Ok Amanda pick whatever color you like, She picked Green.. Less than a year Later I bought a house on a whim, Then was bored with my car about a year later , again I let my daughter pic it out, LOL Green again... the sales man said ,,, " Well dont you want to drive it first?" I said are these cars junk ? he said no, I said then why should I, made perfect sense to me, As long as it hauled azzzz I didnt care
Looking back I have lived alot of my life Hypo/Manic
Bipolar is just so damn much fun