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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
It's nothing compared to what it was yet it seems to be causing the same - If not, more pain and anguish than using 20 different chemicals at the same time.
I'm only using two. 1. Phenibut - Which seems to be a good antidepressant "supplement" and 2. Xanax - Which I'm not taking anymore at a very low dose but getting insomnia as a withdrawal.
I told my doctor so he gave me diazepam to withdraw from it - But because of being at the end of my injection, I wanted to feel better so I took an extra 40mg Vyvanse, stayed up and had to take Xanax for anxiety from it.
Then the alcohol I was just trying for one night to see if it would help - It didn't so I'm done with that.
That's all it is. I don't know why this is giving me problems. What I used to do with chemicals was absolutely ridiculous 30 different drugs but I was severely neglected so no one was checking up on my mental state or anything.
It seems really suspicious to me that reality is so terrifying because I'm a completely honest and authentic person - I don't hide anything. It's really weird. 20-30 different drugs of all kinds and now I use 2-3 and my mental health goes down the drain? Why?
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Just an idea, but have you tried regular antidepressants? Such as venlafaxine, mirtazapine, etc.? Maybe that would help you with some relief from your symptoms. Also aripiprazole is a good antipsychotic that also helps with depression sometimes... I take aripiprazole. I don't know. I mean this is not medical advice obviously, but it seems like benzos and phenibut are not likely going to solve your symptoms, based on my experience with psych meds... My successful combo of meds included 3-4 prescibed medications at one time. Right now I'm on 3 and I feel pretty good, honestly. I hope you can find some meds and lifestyle stuff that can help you. I'm not trying to steer you in any direction in particular, but rather, just trying to help.