I'm glad that your memory loss has! Mine is from years ago, and I haven't had a lot of luck loosening up. I'm debating sharing some of what I remember tonight in a post. Three episodes of hypomania/mania just feels marginal to me, but each have been earth-shattering and life-ruining. It's just weird to have so few. I know bipolar is different for everyone but I'm having a hard time recognizing what it actually is for me lately.