haha I am laughing at myself, its been a long time since i did anything like this.

And i figure, if he turns out to be weird and tries to kiss me or something, ill grab the baby and put him up inbetween us

But your right, Im ready, and well the house is pretty disorganized but whatever. With a kid thats sort of normal i figure.

And yes, i TOTALLY deserve some time with.. well, anyone other than mom or the baby lol.


.....im still going to have a cow until he gets here i think.

lol.