I talked with my male bestest today, yay! We talked about a bunch of things. Hard to believe, his two other closest friends died in the past few years. Both from heart attacks. Now I'm worried about my friend. So good to hear his voice. It's been over 10 years, and I thought he hated me forever. He couldn't find me because I changed my number in 2013. After I moved away from Chicago. He said I should have tried to call years ago.