Well, I'm feeling even worse now than I was feeling this morning. I am pretty low right now, but I have to wait at least another week for the Trileptal to *possibly* have an effect. *how exciting*...

I'm just going to go to sleep at 7pm... so... in less than 5 minutes. I don't want to be awake right now. I would rather just sleep and not have to deal with negative thought patterns.