I made another try with Overeaters Anonymous. I attended online chat meetings. I enjoyed myself but then all this anxiety built up about quitting Coke Zero and making other changes and i couldn't stand it anymore and have pretty much abandoned it now. It's nice to feel relaxed again. I sure am really sensitive to anxiety.

I have this feeling of drifting thru life, just one day following another and then i'll die. No real momentum. I'm not even saying it's a bad thing really. I guess it is just the nature of life.

Hugs to all who struggle, especially @~Christina. I've been following your posts and feel for your ordeal and am sending compassion.