Feeling horribly depressed, even worse than yesterday. I find that it's getting harder and harder to fake a positive mood.

I don't want to trigger anyone, so I am not going to state what thoughts go through my mind. I just feel hopeless.

I see my therapist tomorrow, but I am so depressed that I don't even know if I want to talk to her. However, realistically, I know I should talk to her to get help. It really sucks though.

I have been getting 10-12 hours of sleep a night. This depression is kicking my @ss.