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Old Jun 11, 2020, 08:51 AM
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Thank you Bluebicycle and I’m so sorry you’re feeling so depressed! I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better...you’re always such a big support to me.

And to everyone, I’m sorry I’m posting without sending much support, especially considering I haven’t consistently been around for a while.

I did text my t. She says I sound really manic just in my text when I explained to her what’s been happening. She too was worried about the hospital and scared me enough to call my pdoc, though I know my attitude seemed a little irresponsible so I was a little embarrassed to one, call and two, be honest. But I was. Anyway, waiting for her to call back and still trying to decide if I should talk to my husband who I have convinced (also myself until just lately) that my productivity does not=mania.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
Hugs from:
Anonymous45023, Anonymous46341, bpcyclist, Sunflower123, ~Christina
Thanks for this!
bpcyclist, ~Christina