I feel worse this evening compared to this morning. I feel so guilty about what I did during hypomania and have lots of regrets that are weighing me down.

I hope this depression goes away soon, but I am on a pretty low dose of Trileptal, and now that I look at my empty Rx bottle, I won't have enough to last me the full 2 weeks. I only have up until Wednesday filled up in my pill box. I think my pdoc made a bad miscalculation...

Now I have to talk to his useless "assistant," who is probably going to argue with me because that's all she ever does. I don't even start arguing. She just gets lit up and starts being accusatory about how I am "wrong," even when I said one time that he miscalculated how many Rexulti pills I needed... I hate her. I am also NOT in the mood to argue with anybody.