I haven't followed this entire thread, so I can't say exactly what you've been discussing, but have you tried to express this general feeling that you feel rejected by your last therapist with your current therapist? I wonder if that might help... Therapists can usually (at least the good ones) can offer some support on past hurts from other therapists. I have experienced this before, and am currently trying to get over a rift with a past therapist, too. I hope you'll find the support you need with this new T.