Well, you and I are probably different in that regard. I need a lot of support around my relationship difficulties from different people. Though I am still going to decide this for myself in the end. But I share my problems and need to talk them through.. I've always been this way. It helps me to make the decisions I need to make. And often when talking it through with various people and hearing their feedback, thoughts or reflections, it helps to bring me clarity. Even just hearing myself say the words out loud can bring clarity. I am so glad I like my therapist right now. He has been a big help.

So, yeah, that's just how I am built.

It is lonely... it's a very tough position to be in.