I'm still heavily depressed. I'm trying to stay positive, but I'm having a difficult time doing that.

I haven't even used my "old" bike since getting it back from the shop. I want to use it in the rain, but I really ought to see how it works in dry weather to make sure everything is ok. The problem is that I can't motivate myself to do anything. I'm just too depressed to go outside, even though I know I need fresh air. Maybe I will try to go out for a walk or something. I do have to take out trash, so I might just do that.

I at least have a therapist appt at 10am, so I'm going to try talking to her about this depression, but I don't know how she can even help me. I mean, I have to wait for my medication to kick in, and nothing is going to change between now and then.

I'm just feeling so awful that I'm taking today off from work. Meh... At least I'll have a 3-day weekend, if that's worth anything...