bluebicycle, I totally get the lack of motivation. I've been there a lot. Know that I'll be thinking of you a lot this weekend. We're not too far away you and I, so hopefully the energy will make it easily through the distance! The sleep is a killer. It feels like it helps so much, but its such a deceptive liar. I know this so well. Do what you can. Look for small victories this weekend. I hope that you find strength and you feel less sh_tty come Monday. If you need encouragement, I'm in your corner!