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Old Jun 12, 2020, 01:36 PM
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Dear T,
Ack, that dog was so cute! And you petting her was just adorable. Showed me a more nurturing side of you. Though I'm glad you weren't giving her little kisses or being like, "Who's a good doggie? You're a good doggie!" in a baby voice, because I'm not sure I could have dealt with that. So weird that I just had that dream of you petting a guinea pig the whole session--that didn't occur to me till after I'd signed off. And I totally almost took a photo of you by mistake because the location of "leave meeting" in Zoom is the same as the "take photo" location in Facetime (did that to my parents the last time). Wish we hadn't had all the technical difficulties, as they ate up probably 7 or more minutes of session time, but it was OK. I mean, seeing the dog was sorta worth it. Plus you let me go a bit longer. Hope next session isn't plagued with similar Internet/cellular issues.

And did you wipe away a tear near the end? Hadn't seen you do that in a bit. You seemed affected by my shame about not progressing more (or any at all really) on the whole "getting out of the house" plan. Will do my best to actually do that whole driving a little thing in the next day or two. It's tempting to drop that goal for now, which you said could be an option so that I don't feel the pressure or shame, but I think the potential benefits outweigh the fear/stress. I wonder if it would help to be on the phone with you one of the times that I do that? Like as part of a session?

Love you,
LT
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Mountaindewed, SlumberKitty