It’s ok to grieve and be human Rose. Do what you can when it comes to his apartment. Take the things you may want to keep there and then just let the landlord remove the rest. Actually that may be better for you to do. If the landlord is being cold and pushy then get what you want and walk away.

Honestly what we all have to learn to do after a loss like this is to learn how to live our lives one day at a time despite the loss. Grieving is not something that a person does for a few days and is over with. It’s a process that takes time to work through.

Once you get home and get settled and get some rest start looking for a group you can connect with for grieving. I know it’s harder for groups like this to gather together right now however people have been finding ways to work around our current challenges. I think it will help you if you can get together with others than can relate to where you are now and offer you support and understanding. Then when you get stronger you can help someone else that’s where you are now.

We all have to learn how to navigate a significant loss. It’s not something any of us JUST know how to do.